A random mess of thoughts.. being in love is a scary feeling, quite frankly being in love is just frightening all around. like being so vulnerable and open to another individual is so scary. sharing your most intimate and darkest secrets. those thoughts that never left your body are now being told to and spoken … Continue reading Loveeee + some film
If you know me you know my obsession with photography mainly film. 35mm film and polaroids are my absolute favorite. Something about the way the photos come out no so perfect compared to digital.. like you only get one chance, no going back and clicking the "delete" button. i like that. it's raw and real. … Continue reading Some polaroid flicks
all i'll ever be to men is an object i don't understand. i am more. so much more than just tits and a vagina. i am a human. a little girl. with feelings. i feel. i crave. i hurt. you don't own me. i am not your doll. not your toy. you don't get to … Continue reading He won. I lost.
I'm so confused. I'm so muddled. I don't understand why. I really cannot figure it out. I am living the dream. Literally. I am where I always dreamed I'd be. But it doesn't feel right? I'm infuriated with myself for feeling this way. Why am I not appreciating this? Why am I not grateful? Well, … Continue reading So confused.
I'm not a toy, yet everyone seems to think so. I'm a girl. a human. with feelings. you know? Everyone thinks i'm the "newest-hottest" toy on the market. Gives me all the love and nonstop attention but then, a week later or so.. a "newer" and "cooler" toy comes along with a better sight to … Continue reading Not a toy
baby all i'm asking is to please stay please that's all i ever needed, all i ever ask of u is please don't go but if u must please take the memories so i'm not haunted or promise to come back and visit in my dreams or maybe in our new life but i really … Continue reading All i’m asking
I love small towns Man I wish I grew up in a small quaint town Maybe down South or up North, who knows But it seems like such a dream living in one Where everyone knows each other's name.. and business (haha) But small towns just seem so full of love and they let you … Continue reading Small Towns