Disappearing

disappearing is both dangerous and safe. i want to be seen and i don't want anyone to look at me. i'm hiding from everything and it is helping me and hurting me. i'm so confused!

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The funk i’m stuck in

lately i've been stuck in this funk. i'm not sure why, well actually i kinda do but it's a long story. i don't know how to get out of it though. i've been feeling quite lost in life. i feel as if i'm suppose to have it all together, yet i have no clue what … Continue reading The funk i’m stuck in

He won. I lost.

all i'll ever be to men is an object i don't understand. i am more. so much more than just tits and a vagina. i am a human. a little girl. with feelings. i feel. i crave. i hurt. you don't own me. i am not your doll. not your toy. you don't get to … Continue reading He won. I lost.