So lonely

too much time on my hands all i do is stare at the lonely white walls in my cold bedroom talking to my shadow my only friend so lonely i don't want to feel this way too lonely to live this can't be healthy   *************************************************************************************feeling out of touch so lost from reality don't know … Continue reading So lonely



Depression is hard. I don't know how to correctly cope with it. All i know is unhealthy mechanisms. I'm just afraid, afraid of myself. I don't want it. I run from all my problems. I just run and run and run. I don't ever look back, I'm afraid to. It's a never ending cycling. It's … Continue reading Depression

Not a toy

I'm not a toy, yet everyone seems to think so. I'm a girl. a human. with feelings. you know? Everyone thinks i'm the "newest-hottest" toy on the market. Gives me all the love and nonstop attention but then, a week later or so.. a "newer" and "cooler" toy comes along with a better sight to … Continue reading Not a toy



i'm sad why am i sad i don't know all i know is it hurts to breath in  and my heart feels heavy i feel like i'm holding so much back just to not shed a tear it hurts it stings being alive this wound i have doesn't look like it's healing anytime soon my … Continue reading I’m SAD