So lonely

too much time on my hands all i do is stare at the lonely white walls in my cold bedroom talking to my shadow my only friend so lonely i don't want to feel this way too lonely to live this can't be healthy   *************************************************************************************feeling out of touch so lost from reality don't know [...]



Depression is hard. I don't know how to correctly cope with it. All i know is unhealthy mechanisms. I'm just afraid, afraid of myself. I don't want it. I run from all my problems. I just run and run and run. I don't ever look back, I'm afraid to. It's a never ending cycling. It's [...]