A random mess of thoughts.. being in love is a scary feeling, quite frankly being in love is just frightening all around. like being so vulnerable and open to another individual is so scary. sharing your most intimate and darkest secrets. those thoughts that never left your body are now being told to and spoken … Continue reading Loveeee + some film
If you know me you know my obsession with photography mainly film. 35mm film and polaroids are my absolute favorite. Something about the way the photos come out no so perfect compared to digital.. like you only get one chance, no going back and clicking the "delete" button. i like that. it's raw and real. … Continue reading Some polaroid flicks
Wow! My first snowfall living in New York! Today I woke up not expecting anything more than chilly ugly winter weather but was pleasantly surprised when i rolled over and saw from the slight space between the blinds and window sill that there was white falling from the sky and not just any type of … Continue reading First Snowfall living in NYC as an adult
all i'll ever be to men is an object i don't understand. i am more. so much more than just tits and a vagina. i am a human. a little girl. with feelings. i feel. i crave. i hurt. you don't own me. i am not your doll. not your toy. you don't get to … Continue reading He won. I lost.
I'm so confused. I'm so muddled. I don't understand why. I really cannot figure it out. I am living the dream. Literally. I am where I always dreamed I'd be. But it doesn't feel right? I'm infuriated with myself for feeling this way. Why am I not appreciating this? Why am I not grateful? Well, … Continue reading So confused.
baby all i'm asking is to please stay please that's all i ever needed, all i ever ask of u is please don't go but if u must please take the memories so i'm not haunted or promise to come back and visit in my dreams or maybe in our new life but i really … Continue reading All i’m asking