Wow! My first snowfall living in New York! Today I woke up not expecting anything more than chilly ugly winter weather but was pleasantly surprised when i rolled over and saw from the slight space between the blinds and window sill that there was white falling from the sky and not just any type of … Continue reading First Snowfall living in NYC as an adult
all i'll ever be to men is an object i don't understand. i am more. so much more than just tits and a vagina. i am a human. a little girl. with feelings. i feel. i crave. i hurt. you don't own me. i am not your doll. not your toy. you don't get to … Continue reading He won. I lost.
My favoriteeee season is hands down fall. I love the color orange so of course haha no but seriously fall is the perfect season. It's not too hot and not too cold just perfect. I love a lil chill. I love being warm and bundling up all cozy with a big sweater and hot chocolate. … Continue reading Fall Time
I know it's stupid because we didn't know each other more than a few months I only saw you in person maybe a half a dozen times, for weeks there was so much anger between us, and the truth is we weren't ever truly a couple, but i miss it. I miss you. I keep … Continue reading I know
You confuse me mixed signals an understatement but i am okay for now because mixing signals like drinks makes my head all dizzy but in a fun bubbly kind of way like having had one sip too much champange being giggly and tipsy without knowing what you're actually feeling and what the intoxication is whispering … Continue reading Mixing signals like drinks
There's a new boy. Actually a few. I've been with a few boys to try to forget you, to try to numb this pain you're giving me. But somehow even with them on top of me and inside me.. I just can't help but think of you and why you weren't inside me. And why'd … Continue reading My first heartbreak ’14
I'm not very easy to love. I know that. I'm sorry. I have tried to change ...in hopes it'll be easier for somebody to love me. I know i'm not perfect and I know i'm a mess.. and a lot more work than your last was. But i'm worth it.. I promise. But i understand … Continue reading Not easy to love
Drugs. The say drugs are the devil. Satan's candy to all of us. Parents, teachers, doctors, everyone they all preach to us how drugs are harmful- "don't do them."
They keep sending her to higher level, more expensive doctors to dissect her. To find it. Test after test. Lab results after lab results. Every time they find one thing out, they open a can of worms with a 100 new issues that are found and need to be further investigated. When will this all … Continue reading When will it end?
Your first heartbreak will haunt you forever. For the following years to come. It will always follow, lingering behind in your memory. With each step you take it is right there behind you, secretly keeping you company. No matter how far you travel. Distance doesn't bother heartbreak. Your first lover... you'll never forget them. You'll … Continue reading Firsts