Disappearing

disappearing is both dangerous and safe. i want to be seen and i don't want anyone to look at me. i'm hiding from everything and it is helping me and hurting me. i'm so confused!

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First Snowfall living in NYC as an adult

Wow! My first snowfall living in New York! Today I woke up not expecting anything more than chilly ugly winter weather but was pleasantly surprised when i rolled over and saw from the slight space between the blinds and window sill that there was white falling from the sky and not just any type of … Continue reading First Snowfall living in NYC as an adult

The funk i’m stuck in

lately i've been stuck in this funk. i'm not sure why, well actually i kinda do but it's a long story. i don't know how to get out of it though. i've been feeling quite lost in life. i feel as if i'm suppose to have it all together, yet i have no clue what … Continue reading The funk i’m stuck in

He won. I lost.

all i'll ever be to men is an object i don't understand. i am more. so much more than just tits and a vagina. i am a human. a little girl. with feelings. i feel. i crave. i hurt. you don't own me. i am not your doll. not your toy. you don't get to … Continue reading He won. I lost.

Washington Square on Film

Guys, honestly in all of New York City my favorite favoriteeee favorite area is Washington Square Park/Greenwich area. I am just so in awe of the vibe there. First of all the park is amazing, It's semi small like compared to Central Park but there's some much going on music, art, creativity is flowing throughout … Continue reading Washington Square on Film

A Jersey summer day

Mid-August hot summer day visiting Grandma up in Jersey. Left the city for a break from the chaos and humidity. Summer in the city is awful, well it's nice but like too many bodies in too little space, everyone's sweating and pushing each other. and don't even get me started about riding the subways in … Continue reading A Jersey summer day